Sometimes All You Need is a Break From Everything.

Just writing some random thoughts and feelings.

I don't know exactly what I'm going to write about but I feel like writing sometimes helps me feel a bit lighter and I think it's a great way to pour out all your miseries or heavy feelings through it.

So it's 2 AM, I'm sitting at my desk and pumping out words that maybe make no sense to you but anyway.

As human beings, we all are dependent upon each other, but sometimes there comes a time when you feel exhausted among them and want to escape to a place that is far from these people.

THESE FEELINGS ARE REALLY HARD TO EXPLAIN

YEAH, I KNOW IT!

I am sure you would have also experienced this because it's a normal thing that we all face in our day-to-day life.

But what's worst is that you cant share it with anyone easily because some people are so good about sharing their feelings while others feel comfortable by holding things to themselves only.

Sometimes in life, you would go through the worst but how you deal with it is different for everyone, certain people are very good at dealing with such emotional or toxic feelings

While others just don't know how to deal with it and that's where they lose the game.

Have you ever gone through mental trauma or the worst event in your life?

I don't know how to structure it properly but specifically, I'm talking about feeling like sometimes you are going through mental trauma but you don't know how to cope with it.

because at times it gets out of control and you feel completely alone as if no one understands you nor does anybody there for you who could give you a shoulder to cry upon and listen to you calmly.

you are in your worst condition, carrying the burden of pain on your shoulders but you cant even share it with anyone because nobody is least interested in your winnings.

in such a situation, someone’s words or actions hurt so much and put you in a situation where you feel like you are losing your patience to tolerate it.

And it gives you too much stress because when a person is in extreme pain no matter what you tell them it does not make any difference to them.

And then your mind keeps telling you all the negative things that might lead you in the wrong direction.

Well!!

Once I asked one of my friends what should we exactly do in such a situation?

AND MY FRIEND ADVISED ME THAT;

Best thing to do is being content with your mind and body- not happy/sad just contentment is fine. And the best thing to remember is sort of part of your philosophy there which is

“ THIS TOO SHALL PASS, BOTH THE GOOD AND BAD TIMES”

Wow!!! Steve is here :D

Okay Okay, Let's back to the point.

Don't hold back feelings just let it be.

So my point is don't hold back things to yourself that make you miserable because sometimes the impact is so great that words are rendered silent.

And whenever you are going through such a situation or feelings that are hard to control anymore, go and communicate because a little communication goes a long way.

if you are busy, say it, if you are upset, express it,

if you are running late, let people know,

if you don't want to do something, be straightforward,

if you are unsure, ask.

it's so simple but SO SO SO important.

As Maya Angelou once said,

“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”

OKAYY BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

Thanks for reading.

I legit don’t have any words now. What is this write-up all about? I don’t think I’ve ever written anything weirder (with more openness) ever.

So yes, that’s that. Thanks again for reading. You must be a patient being if you’ve read it till here.

Have a great day!